Thursday, July 27, 2006

NIGHTMARE ON MOMS STREET

I had a bad nightmare tonight...

I haven't had one of these in ages.  I don't get much rem sleep, so dreams are rare.  Nightmares, more rare.

I have this recurring dream where I am in a Hotel and all kinds of things happen there.  It isn't always bad, often I am searching for something, which takes me out on to some large city street.

This nightmare, I cut my leg and then set down and pulled my leg bone half way out.  The visual was so disturbing that I awoke from my dream screaming in pain.  My neighbors must have loved it.

Don't you hate nightmares?  It is always such a relief to wake up and know it was just a dream.

I read that to dream that you have a cut, refers to feminine sexuality and feminine attitudes toward sex. In particular, if the cuts are on your legs, then it symbolizes an imbalance. You are unable to stand up for yourself. It goes on to state that to dream that you are cutting yourself, indicates that you are experiencing some overwhelming turmoil or problems in your waking life. You are trying to disconnect yourself from the unbearable pain you are experiencing. And, to see bones in your dream is symbolic of your underlying strengths that you have not yet recognized.

So ... my feminine sexual side is unbalanced, not being able to stand up for itself thus causing turmoil during the day because my underlying strengths are not getting attention...?

Hmmmm .... maybe I just need to be more of a bitch.

Hell...I'll scream at birds if it keeps these kind of nightmares at bay.

Maybe it is some sort of reaction from working out at Curves.  Being around all that chatter made me want to pull my bones out - rather than my hair.

God, I love my bike.

Until next time-

C

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