Was that me whining? Well shi* ...it was! I still feel like crap, which bugs me to no end, because I have no energy to create. Thus, I am not much into storytelling. Maybe I just need a call from 'Mr Big' (big grin) ...Or maybe the marketing for my x husband's business is getting to me (being around him) ...who knows.
I did enjoy a "girls morning out" - breakfast with Elisabet this morning. We had a two hour breakfast and chat over plenty of coffee. Why doesn't she live up the street? We'd make a great desperate housewives story - forget the show.
Thank you for your emails and calls. I must keep in mind that you come here and read my rantings. Sorry - I forget and treat this like a diary. When you start calling, emailing and instant messeging, asking "Are you ok???" I think, "Oh crap!" ....lol...
AND...Hell NO I am not giving up!! I am a redhead - damnit - nothing keeps me down for long. Who knows, maybe someday I will be the survivor spokeswoman for this disease, telling others how I beat it. (Through great sex with a man you actually like...) lol...
Oh and speaking of...the real estate broker is coming to town tomorrow and my x is offering to take Brian...am I being set up here?...I am too pooped to do anything but sleep...of course the broker might like that...oiy.
In the meantime...I do love you.
C
